More Than You'll Ever Know

Friday, July 29, 2005

im tired of blogging.im tired of everything.
get outtta here & go read others' blog.

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Thursday, July 28, 2005

if you really dont give a fuck then don't pretend to be.

//fuck what i said they dont mean shit.

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HELP!!MY THIGH VIRGINITY IS GONE!!AAARRGGHHHH!!!
GROSS GROSS GROSS!!RAPE!MOLEST!WAAARRGGHHH!!!
*WEEPS*

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

"Crush" - Gavin DeGraw

When my pass came in, you dropped the ball
It didn't change the way I feel
And I was wishing I'd break down your walls
The kiss will know if the lips stay still
There is a line I crossed
And when you missed I lost
I'm not a loser
Girl, you know that I'll be back again
My dear, I went for the steal
Maybe it was rushed
Oh, my crush,I've got a crush
I suppose that I could hold it in
But you excite my every cell
Sources say that sense are your friends
My senses say that I should tell
You that I'm not ashamed
You might just feel the same
But have to try it
If you're ever really going to know
My dear, I went for the steal
Maybe it was rushed
Oh, my crush, I've got a crush
I want to
I need to
I have to have you
You're so much to touch
Girl, you're too much
And I can't control it - You've got me all over the road
My dear, I went for the steal
Maybe it was rushed
Oh, my crush
Damaging my soul
You blew me off, but I don't mind
I just get better with time
And so do you
So do you
My crush

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Saturday, July 23, 2005

THE BOY IS HOT! =)

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Brooklyn Beckham with maternal grandparents Jackie and Tony Adams.

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Brooklyn stepping out of Charlie and The Chocolate Factory premiere.HANDSOME EHHS? =)
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Thursday, July 21, 2005

Leo With Sagittarius:
These two do make a very good match up. Both will feel like they have known each other all their lives. Together they share a liking for freedom, adventure, and meeting new people. Leo's natural quality of leadership brings out what loyalty Sagittarius can give. Leo is very proud, but self-confident and expansive Sagittarius is quite happy to let Leo go. They get along great as friends, lovers and a strong attraction could lead to a long-term love. A love of the good life and lots of laughter will be experienced together. Children and animals will be involved in this relationship. Friends will also say they look great together.

Leo With Aries:
This is a really good astrological match up. You will both have the same energy levels, and stamina plus you will also have the desire to go and do, but the Leo will be more success oriented and driven, most likely will be the dominating force in this relationship. While you like success, when it comes from someone else, it often irritates you, and this is the ONLY drawback that I can see.Learn to take a back seat as far as money is concerned and you will be ok. Aries will be the more dominant in the love department though, and this makes up for a lot! These two will have no problem having fun together and staying together for a long time.

Leo With Leo:
Although no other sign is so warm hearted and giving, Leo will always want to be the center of attention, but... there is only one center! Leo loves with all of his/her heart and this trait alone could go far in overcoming some of the worse aspects of this union. Their love of 'show' could result in their home being a showplace for friends and family to admire. Leo's in general gamble with life and enterprises and their monetary affairs are apt to be unstable to say the least.These are two positive and strong willed individuals, not too bad a match. This should prove to be a compatible combination, but it is not always true. Leo's are positive people and love to be the center of attraction. They want to be the head of their social groups.

Leo With Taurus:
These two make a fairly good combination, especially when each understands the other's faults. Excellent physical qualities and great physical appeal are usually there for both partners. Loyal Leo is just what the doctor ordered for the Taurus's love of the nicer things in life. As long as the Taurus restrains jealousy and lets the Leo show off a bit, all will go well with this astrological compatibility match.The most negative thing about this relationship is probably the lack of spiritual conectiveness. This zodiac sign match up can be very hard to go the distance in the long term. They tend to make good boyfriend/girlfriend relationships, but that unfortunately is about the extent of it.

Leo With Virgo:
Leo lives for the moment while Virgo exists in the mental world of the future, a cause of much tension between them. Critical Virgo's cutting remarks can wound Leo deeply if Virgo is displeased over any extravagance on Leo's part. Unlike Leo's reactions, Virgo feels that recreational pursuits are a waste of time and would spend that time in going over future plans.Leo likes to live life in a really big way, but Virgo is conservative. This is one of those relationships that depend on the type of relationship it is. Leo will overwhelm Virgo, whose criticism will irk Leo. In business it is best when Leo leads and Virgo follows and the differences will be tolerated. Both of them should look elsewhere.

Leo With Capricorn:
Leo will think Capricorn stingy with affection because Capricorn's reserved, undemonstrative nature cannot give Leo the adoration it needs. Neither will take a back seat nor let the other be dominant. The Capricorn has the tendency to be of suspicious motives, while Leo will wholeheartedly enter the arena with no thought of consequences.Hard work and discipline will ultimately play an important role in bonding you to one another Leo needs to understand how important success is to Capricorn and Capricorn needs to analyze Leo a little less frequently. All in all, the scenario looks OK, but it is still better to avoid this match up if possible.

Leo With Gemini:
This combination will soon find out that they are naturally made for each other. On the surface there is great mutual attraction for both signs, and deeper down, the feeling grows stronger. Both are naturally attracted to glamour, flattery and the world of good fellowship, both will have this in common. Leo will blend well with Gemini in all aspects including the bedroom.There is good reason to be optimistic about this pairing, if Leo can understand that Gemini won't always be around to give them the attention they thrive on. Gemini will need to understand Leo's need to run the world, but all in all this is a very good combination of air and fire.

Leo With Libra:
Leo brings music and romance into Libra's life. Libra will appreciate the drama and physical appeal of Leo. The attraction could lead to marriage. Libra may find Leo possessives a bit extreme for their tastes. This relationship will get better over time or it could collapse. Leo may prove to be too much for the sensitive Libra nature, though they have a lot in common that could make for a good combination. The sun ruling Leo and Venus ruling Libra usually form a strong and luxurious aspect.Libra is indecisive and Leo will naturally take charge. Both signs love luxuries, are subject to flattery, and are very artistically inclined. The books may not always balance because they're both extravagant and love a beautiful setting in which to shine.

Leo With Cancer:
Cancer is initially attracted to Leo's fun loving manner, but shortly Cancer will find out just how different their value systems are from one another. The fiery nature of Leo will cause Cancer to feel that real love cannot last with such intensity and begins to doubt Leo's heartfelt words of love. Being Moody and easily hurt by almost everything that is said will cause Cancer to sulk for days and this will not go over very big with Leo, who has no time for someone who cannot keep up with him/her.Cancer will feel a bit more enthused around Leo and will probably let Leo run things or at least let them think they are in charge and hey! What's the difference? Leo will appreciate cancer's attention and as long as cancer can forget that they feel neglected at times when Leo is out running the world, there is a chance this could work.

Leo With Aquarius:
This makes for an excellent combination for a partnership that deals with or caters to the public. Each have a mutual understanding of the other when it comes to intimate matters, needs and desires. There is never a dull moment in their lives as Aquarius holds many surprises for Leo. Both like socializing and meeting new people, but Leo always needs to perform on center stage, which makes Aquarius impatient and irritable. Aquarius is too independent to become Leo's devoted subject.This can be a very challenging and exciting relationship. Leo and Aquarius are an interesting combination of passion, friendship and loyalty when it works out. For the most part though, this will be a hard relationship to maintain.

Leo With Scorpio:
Leo finds it hard to cope with Scorpio's jealousy and possessiveness. Scorpio considers Leo a show piece. Scorpio doesn't understand Leo's need to be continually surrounded by an admiring audience. Scorpio would rather dominate than admire, and that doesn't suit Leo's kingly state. Not the best of matches and will require lots of intense work to make this love horoscope work.These two are passionate, dedicated, intense people who can match each other in just about every aspect of life. Only time will tell whether these two have what it takes to create lasting love.

Leo With Pisces:
Both are more inclined to take than to give. Fiery Leo and watery Pisces best describe these two. This is the depiction of these two. Generally not expected to work but both has an ability to learn from one another if they can get past their innate differences. The strong and hearty temperament of Leo may be too much for the subtle and sensitive Pisces.Leo will come to the conclusion that Pisces is fun for a night and that's about it. It's fun while it lasts. A brief affair is possible but long- term love is not so promising for Leo.

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

today i had a really fun day!headline of the day : MOBILE COMPUTING LECTURE TURNED INTO KISSING LECTURE.HAHA.it all started when i was showing zihui n wei lin the lines on my hands.and then wei lin started asking about holding hands.and it led to kissing section and eventually light petting.good progress huh?serene,zihui and i were wei lin's lecturer.hahahaha...from pecking to kissing to french kissing..we covered it all...instead of listening to Matti Prasad's MOBCOMP lecture.then when came to light petting part...wei lin actually said this out loud tt i bet Matti could hear it too.."Light petting is something light."initially we used the word 'light' as a code for 'light petting'.so when she said "light" at first..i wasnt rily shock...UNTIL SHE SAID OUT THE WHOLE SENTENCE OUT LOUD IN THE LECTURE THEATRE.tts when evryone around us went haywire and starting laughing our asses off.hilarious...i will nvr ever forget this.READ TT ONG WEI LIN.lol.and of course,light petting is smth light,pal...tts why its called LIGHT PETTING!LOL.shes so adorable when shes so curious abt such stuffs.hahaha.serene couldnt stop laughin soon aft tt.even during APEL,we still continue.no doubt we enjoy talkin abt such stuffs...we also talked about stuffs like "lips virginity,cheeks virginity..." all kinds of virginity.hahaha...also mentioned about how 'dirty'..'dumb' we all would feel aft breakin up with someone we shared lotsa affection moments with...definitely an enjoyable convo..i wonder why things like that only happen during MOBCOMP lecture.lol.poor Matti.

Fuck what I said
It don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents
Might as well throw them out,
Fuck all those kisses
They didnt mean jack '
Fuck you ,you whore, I dont want you back\.

" i don't want you back" - Eamon

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Monday, July 18, 2005

*burp* im so darn full.dad's back(i dunno from where*shrugs*) and me n my family went to tpy's Banquet to
eat.had fun makin fun of my mum,who apparently nvr played any sports during her schooldays.hah!now den i noe.she cant even cycle btw.=x But she did mention tt she used to play netball.me n my bros laughed like shit.
i was saying she was always d reserve.nvr played b4.hahaha..meanie me.me n my bros laughed even more like shit.overall it was pretty fun.n tt made me in sorta good mood now. =) was laughin at my bro buying Oxy 5.nvr knew he actually care for his facial skin!but he has to...why?hah...u will noe when u meet him ehhs? ;)
anyhows,school's back tmr!*weeps*i hate the wakin up part! =( i dunno why TP likes me so much...IFC was d only course i chose frm TP.*shrugs*this is sad...my hols r gona die soooonnn..good things come to an end.SOBSOB!till here..im gona listen to BoyzIIMen's "End of The Road" and weep while listenin to it.......
goodbye my hols~ hello school.....

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MARCUS SCHENKENBERG

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Sunday, July 17, 2005

aaahh...i didnt go to see a doctor.my parents said its n0rmal.they have medicine for it.but nvm,i feel better after all aft the pills i took ytrday. =)
and i had a blasssttt yesterday! =) =) shall not go into deep details about it. ;)
had a great msn convo with yanyan.and i managed to accomplish my mission(or was it our mission too?)
to find 7 similarities between us jus for tt day.why 7?cos its my favourite/lucky number.i bet there are still
more to come.according to her there will be 78131287.tsktsk.tts darn awesome.too awesome in fact. =)
my hols are coming to an end soooonnn. =( !! school's back opened officially,and stinkily on the 18th of July
2005!SOBSOB.but on the plus side,i get to see my friends once again! =) and im supposed to meet porkie one
of these days... =) cant wait!!lurrvvveeporkietothebits.
till here...have a wonderful weekend! =)

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Friday, July 15, 2005

PORKIE~~~ I NEED YOUR EARS.COS I NEED TO RANT.
=(

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Thursday, July 14, 2005

$100.99?!!!!!

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Monday, July 11, 2005

im nt gona say anything.period.

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Michael,Louise and Gemma
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Michael and Gemma..awwww~
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Sunday, July 10, 2005

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Inhalants

Inhalant use has many serious health effects, including death. "Sudden Sniffing Death" can occur during or right after sniffing.

Solvents:
Glue
Felt tip makers
Correction Fluid
Rubber Cement
Household cleansers
Paint thinner
Dry Cleaning fluids
Nail polish remover

Gases:
Medical anesthetic gases such as
Ether
Chloroform and Nitrous oxide(laughing gas)
Butane lighters
Propane gas
Air conditioning coolants
Gasoline
Car polish
Paint/Stain Aerosol cans containing: Whipped cream,
Fabric protector sprays, Cooking sprays, Deodorant, Air Freshener

Other effects:
Hearing loss
Limb spasms
Bone marrow damage
Liver and kidney damage
Severe and permanent brain damage

next featured addiction : ecstasy =)

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THE OC =)

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Saturday, July 09, 2005

i didnt know im psychic.sometimes when i think back,it freaks me out like the way the ET phonecall the other day freaked me out (hahaha,sry zihui.i cant help tinkin n laughin at it).once i went to bowl with a friend of mine.for almost throughout the game,she kept striking.i was jus playing action action like i have some psychic powers,lookin at the ball rollin through the alley n kept sayin the word "strike" in my mind numerous times.the first time it did strike,my heart jumped.i thought it was just a mere coincidence so i jus smiled at it in my heart.until i kept doin it n it kept happening.so i told my friend n she was kinda amused i think.maybe if i work on it hard enough i can become like tom welling in smallville,staring at things n burn em,or stare until i can see through em.i wish i wish.tt way i will keep burnin my sch down so we wont have school. =) but then again.it's jus horoscope.might be true might not be true. =)

a week of hols.what am i gonna do?nothin'.probably jus make up for all d loss of good night sleep n good afternoon nap i had in d previous hols.sometimes i will YAY!!!-ing at havin hols,sometimes it wil be just a 'yay.' a sad yay complete with the fullstop.cos i have nothin to do at home except surfing thru websites n do online quizzes like "What kind of coffee are you?" or "Are you hot?" when i obviously know im not.hurhurs.then when i get real bored i will prolly go back to sleep n dream n dream n dream until i get tired n finally wake up.n then back to my beloved dumbass comp.its so slow i cant help scoldin it "dumbass!!!!!" whenever smth bad happens.mean?i know.but i dare to call it dumbass cos im one too. =) and oh,one thing i ALWAYS do when i get bored is to make my pen stand.or even sharpenin pencils for nothing.and when i slept too much n could not sleep in night,i will start counting coins in my piggy bank(it doesnt look like a pig but i duno what to call it it besides "piggy bank")altho there arent many coins in der.yes,tts how bored n nt-so-sleepy i can get.

n WO!long post.i think i write enough.enough to bore u people to death.shall continue to bore u guys soon.

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Your Birthdate: August 7

Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways.

Your mind is good at deep mental analysis and complicated reasoning.

You are very psychic and sensitive, and you should usually follow your hunches.

You may not take orders too well, so you may want to work alone or in a situation where you can be the boss.

This birthday gives a tendency to be somewhat self-centered and a little stubborn.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

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WORLD'S SMALLEST MONKEY

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Friday, July 08, 2005

SCREAM.scream out loud nad.noone's listening.

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Thursday, July 07, 2005

i realise how much my head had been stepped on by numerous assholes.fuck u all.

IMPORTANT:

to jacq : ive been tryin to call you.do call me back as i need that thing badly.

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sigh sigh sigh.two more pprs to go.
and tonight is manhunt night! =) =)
cant wait to see hunter.

i duno why most or maybe some malays
like to stare at each other for nothin.
sometimes i wonder if i owe them money or
smth.and im kinda scared to look at some malays
i duno why.
maybe thats why most,in fact all of my friends are chinese.
cos im scared of my own people.except for those friendly ones
in my school.or the ones i jus know randomly.

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

hurt me once.hate you for eternity.

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i felt silly this morning,around 8.47am in bus no. 8.
all the while i got so bored in the bus i was balancing my handphone
on my nose.thinkin that it was so holy fun...i even took out my pen
from my bag n try balancing it on my nose too....it was SO SO SO much fun
(or so i thought)i didnt realise d bus's reaching towards the stop where ALOT
of TP students take d bus from...so...up came this flock/group of girly girls
who were looking at me n giggled.whatta confidence killer.i felt so darn silly the
moment they did that.thanks to them boredom striked me again.i thought it was fun
doing tt but i guess its silly to do it in public transport like buses n trains huh?

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

*lookin thru friendster

me:wah...why ur frens all so pretty one...alot of girls huh..
bro:oh..u want me to add more guys inside..?
me:*ignores
bro:might be going chalet with em.or bbq...
me:with THEM?all those pretty girls..and ur raging hormones..?
bro:......
me:*passes $10 note to him
bro:why d sudden generosity?
me:condoms.

hes nt talkin to me now. =(

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Monday, July 04, 2005

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here you go pal~! su-hanna.loves.maurice

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'Cause nothing else had ever felt so right
To feel your body lying next to mine
As the rhythm of your heart beats through me
All through the night
I never thought I'd ever realize
A long that feels so close to paradise
I could spend my whole life living
Forever in your eyes

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i.love.hunter

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Sunday, July 03, 2005

for the past 2 years or so i signed up for this prticular daily horoscope thingy.
it will send my daily,weekly and monthly forecasts to my hotmail.today's forecast
freaks me out.cos it's relevant to what's happening at the moment.here it is:

Dear Ned,
July 2, 2005

You may have to keep your mouth shut about some sort of secret matter right now, but people may soon be curious to get your perspective and hear your side of the story. And in spite of any criticism you may be receiving, people should start to recognize you as someone who's always willing to make important sacrifices on behalf of others.

and this is not the first time.

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didnt feel myself the day before.went to meet a gd friend of mine at town.suddenly both of us got tired of walkin ard town.so we went to her hse to kill time.wanted to play play with her pets but they ran away from me. =(
received a rily weird call.when i picked up,the other person sounded like E.T calling from outer space.
the voice didnt sound like a voice at all.i freaked out.when i came home i told my bro.he was makin fun of me cos i looked like i was gona cry.hah.silly me.he said maybe smth wrong with the reception or smth.my friend said the same thing too.but i was still freaked out until when i went online on msn,zihui told me she called me but i kept "hello hello" at her and finally hung up on her.IT WAS HER.i told what happened and both of us jus laughed at it.i felt so silly all of d sudden.ytrday was a rily silly day for me.its one of d days where i always do stupid wrong things at wrong time.life's nvr good to me.nvrtheless i do appreciate all the concern from my fellow friends n im contented to have them ard. =) cheers people~ good luck for ur tests.

to porkie : finally u can listen songs.now i noe why u couldnt listen to songs in the first place!hahahaha.
missulots.looking forward to the picnic u were talkin abt at this weird "park" with roads surrounding
it.lol

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