More Than You'll Ever Know

Sunday, November 27, 2005

smoking is good for my health.

RUNWAY scheduled at 7:16 AM

Saturday, November 26, 2005

sigh.
ITS JUST PLAIN RUDE TO MAKE PEOPLE ____________ YOU.

RUNWAY scheduled at 4:12 PM

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

i seriously fucking wana blog.but i have NOTHING INTERESTING to say.

school.
for the first time ever,zihui was on the same bus as me.
and she didnt see me??maybe after she saw ______
she shy to look around already.and just stood there
looking at i-have-no-idea-what.
and then there's wei lin.she was askin' me how to insert
archives in her blog.i said i'll help with her with it.but
she tried doing it herself.so she clicked here...she clicked there..
then she came and asked me "how come dont have ar?"
turned out she didnt even have it typed out in her template.
she was just plainly........clicking.but i had a good laugh over that
though.and i had my first CDS(some sorta elective subject) lesson.
it sucks lah can?for the whole time i was asked to write and write about
"Crime".and i kept writing about molestation and rape.and then i thought
of pornography.and then i thought of a person who watches animal porn(giggles).
i mean....animal porn????nice meh?they cant even moan properly(i guess).i mean
imagine cows doing it.do they moan in a moo-ing way?some more they everytime
moo damn long one.

home.
i came home to realise that my brother's not home.and also to realise that he's
wearing my sort-of-fav polo tee(yea.we can actually share clothes.gasp*).and it's
like....what?10 now?he's still not back yet!HMMPH!i too wana go out this late hour and
never come home.but too bad for me,there's this sickening thing called "school" for me
to attend to.

there.till here...Project Runway has started.

RUNWAY scheduled at 2:03 PM

Sunday, November 20, 2005

lost an enormous piece of me.

RUNWAY scheduled at 4:04 PM

Saturday, November 19, 2005

it's hard to remember how it felt before.

after all that we've been through,shits happened and though
everything might be over,it doesnt mean i dont love you anymore.

RUNWAY scheduled at 3:12 PM

Friday, November 18, 2005

RUNWAY scheduled at 3:45 PM

Sunday, November 13, 2005

SCHOOL IS KILLING ME.IT'S ONLY THE FIRST WEEK AND IM ALREADY HATING IT ALOT!
AND WITH THIS PARTICULAR PERSON IN THE CLASS,I FEEL EVEN MORE "URGGH!!!".

but yesterday was a really happy day. =)

RUNWAY scheduled at 4:49 AM

Friday, November 11, 2005

And now i feel like a fool.

blogging is getting boring-er and boring-er for me day by day.
maybe it's time for me to stop.altho' i was told i already made
110 (fucking stupid) posts.oh wells.i dont give a shit already.
i still prefer bottling up all of my feelings.

RUNWAY scheduled at 7:24 AM

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

the side of my brother that i've never seen.

and i think its plain ______ to just _________________.

RUNWAY scheduled at 4:34 PM

August,
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave
and fearless.Firm and has leadership qualities.
Knows how to console others. Too generous and
egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty
for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily
angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous.
Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks
quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead
and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the
arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not
petty. Poor resistance against illnesses.
Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic.
Loving and caring. Loves to make friends

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RUNWAY scheduled at 11:06 AM

10 Favorites:
Favorite Season: what season?
Favorite Sport: soccer?
Favorite Time: now.
Favorite Month: February
Favorite Actor: Josh Hartnett.
Favorite Actress: Gwyneth Paltrow
Favorite Ice Cream: NONE.
Favorite Food: Chicken.
Favorite Drink: Iced Water
Favorite Place: Bedroom

9 Currents:
Current Feeling: Sick and Tired.
Current O/S: O/S??OffSpring??
Current Windows Open: My bedroom window.
Current Drink: Water
Current Time: 04:22 PM
Current Mobile(s) Used: Samsung
Current Show on TV: TV's off,asshole.
Current Thought: Am I done?
Current Clothes: TP's ugly red shirt and cargo pants.

8 Firsts:
First Nickname: dude?
First Kiss: tomorrow.
First Crush: today.
First Computer: i f* dont know.
First Vehicle I drove: a car when i was 3.battery-operated one.must charge the battery.
First Job: clean plates.
First Movie: Mighty Morphin Power Rangers The Movie
First Pet: a turtle.
First Shave: cant remember.

7 Lasts:
Last Chai (Tea) : last tea??last type of tea drank?or when was the last time I drank tea?
Last Movie: Cinderella Man.
Last Time I Drove: no license yet.
Last Time Shaved: This morning.
Last Web Site Visited: su-h's Blog
Last Software Installed: JCreator.which was like..last year.
Last Pill I Had: Antibiotic.

6 Have You Evers:
Have You Ever Broken the Law: HAHA!
Have You Ever Been Drunk: No.
Have You Ever Climbed a Tree: Nope!
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: Nope! =))
Have You Ever Been in the Middle/Close to Gunfire or Bomb Blast: Not yet.
Have You Ever Broken Anyone's Heart: have I?

5 Things:
Things You Can Hear Right Now: The Killers' Mr Brightside on my WMP
Things On Your Bed: Pillows?soft toy.
Things You Ate Today: A pill.
Things in Mind: 1)When is this quiz gona ever end? 2)Why do I keep falling sick.

4 Places You Have Been Today:
School, Clinic, TPY Interchange, TPY Central

3 Things on your desk right now:
Keyboard, Mouse, Monitor

2 Choices:
Black or White: Black.
Hot or Cold: Cold.

1 Thing You Want To Do Before You Die:
Jet-ski

RUNWAY scheduled at 8:32 AM

Sunday, November 06, 2005

kiss on the lips - you're sweet and simple but
quite daring. you move for the kill confidently
knowing the other person wants the same thing.

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You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
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this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.

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RUNWAY scheduled at 10:45 AM

i have alot of things to complain.im sucha weak bitch(wooof!!).its only the 2nd day of Hari Raya and i already fell sick.for i duno....10th time???its sucky can?wana do visiting but im too tired and lazy.all ____'s fault.
made me go geylang on rainy wed night.summore the medicine im given is so damn strong???if i swallow
all i think school open oso i stil haven wake up.and oh yeah!SCHOOL!i dread comin to school every morning.
i wish school's just in front of my nose(in front of my house) so i dont have to walk to the ugly interchange and take a bus.sigh sigh sigh!
i wana go shopping. =(

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:28 AM

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Don't you just hate it when some people come and look for you and become
all sweet and sugar-y and nice all of the sudden to get what they want from you
and when they got it,or rather after they got it,they start to disappear
like before without any words and you never hear from them for a long time?
and when you ask for something DAMN SMALL from them.suddenly you hear
excuses coming out from those sweet lips!ARGH!
well i do.i can be a goddamn fucking asshole and be sooooo calculative if you make
me to.i mean...i just dont like it lahz!!one day u start becomin all sweet and nice to me
cos u want smth from me and after u got it..VOOOOSH~!u vanished into thin air.and after
some time u start popping out again outta nowhere and tell me "i want bla bla bla...heehee..
i want this i want that...could u help me?could u get it for me?"and then theres this thing called
"trust".you know..when people tell you something..and they say "i trust you.dont mention this to
anyone...etc etc.."it means...YOU DONT TELL ANYONE ABOUT IT.not even your mom,not your
pet cat,your pet goldfish,another friend..???
sometimes i dont trust people.not even myself.
and i fucking hate being fooled?i mean who likes it?!after i sat down and think and started gathering
my thoughts....i realised how much of a fucking fool ive been all this while.it's just so __________.
you already got what you needed.congratulations.

so isit my fault that im sucha cold bastard now?

RUNWAY scheduled at 1:37 PM

Thursday, November 03, 2005

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!to my small bunch of malay friends and my bestie too... =)

RUNWAY scheduled at 2:27 PM