Sunday, December 31, 2006

Morning was spent watching this on dvd.Morons bought it while they were away on vacation.





To those who plan to catch it, it's not so bad.Kinda funny but dont expect too much.
The usual 3/5 kinda movie. =) If you're my friend feel free to borrow it from me and save some cash.


If I spent thursday going back to school to have lunch, I spent today with the morons going to Tekka to buy food.hoho.Being the usual no-sense-of-direction noob me, seriously I dont even know how to get there apart from taking the MRT to Little India and walk.But morons wanted to take bus and so did I.I assumed morons know how to get there and HOW TO GO BACK HOME TOO.But apparently I was wrong.We were walking around until we wanted to die till suddenly a bus 139 caught my beautiful eyes, so with full excitement and enthusiasm I sorta screamed to moron's ears "EH!BUS 139!" and they went "YAY!Where's the bus stop?"
So we turned around and checked out and my goodness.I dont even wanna know how many miles we had to walk back to that stupid stop.We must have been so stoned we didnt think of checking out what buses are available at that particular stop.

1 more day till a brand new year.I've lots of things to say/share but my mind's just off today.
It's off like everyday la actually.

RUNWAY scheduled at 2:13 PM

Friday, December 29, 2006

I did something which any TP student who lives at Toa Payoh would think is insane.


I went back to school to do project have lunch. Yes, I met up with Serene and Wei Lin at school at 11am to have lunch. I slept at 5am, woke up at 8am (1 hour to get to school, 2 hours to get ready) and dragged myself off to TP.To have lunch.

But fuck who cares?I liked it. =)

RUNWAY scheduled at 3:06 PM

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

My eyes just refuse to close and i have to reach school at noon later.lots of thoughts just keep running through my mind and its fucking depressing.This is definitely the worst night ever.I bet there are more to come.

I finally opened up recently.But it's not gonna end there.I guess i'll have to do it again sooner or later.only one of you will get what im blabbering about.

I spent christmas bonding with the 2 morons at home.A brotherly night was spent talking and eating like 3 pigs.We ate maggi lah, poor us.Talked about school (we ALL went to the same school since kindergarten till sec.whatthefuck.), parents, bitched about relatives and watched Miss Teen USA 2006 together(they were so fucking energetic when it came to this).That was the only time (okayla,there were A FEW other times too) that i didnt find them so moronic like any other days.Like today, i was so syiok gaming online when one of the twerps off the broadband.I was winning la can.



And to you, ive been wishing to see you online.But im guessing a talk is a tad too much to ask for isnt it.

RUNWAY scheduled at 7:35 PM

Sunday, December 24, 2006

it's like 2.08am and yeah.I'm so fucking bored.Spent the day hanging out at ev's place and I had fun laughing at her bimbo classics.She told me she was gonna make egg sandwiches and she forgot to buy eggs.Never mind that, she could still say "Oh ya hor.Need eggs." ???!!! What on earth did you tink you needed?Mother hens is it.And I think I was more like the host rather than the guest.

"can you get me the remote control?"
"shit i left my handphone in the kitchen.can u help me get it?"
"can you help me pour some?please~~~~"

I nearly died.






I've been putting up a great facade.Seriously,I'm not fucking okay.
And you.Since you think youre so hot and gorgeous and according to you there's a long long line queueing up for you, then dont settle for a fucking mediocre like me.Dont come and talk to me if all it ever does is to frustrate you.I dont enjoy being made a mockery of.And please, youre not so gorgeous after all yeah.


On a lighter note, Happy Birthday to Ong Wei Lin! =) I know you made a full post about me on my birthday so thank you. =) I dont know what to write for you except Happy Birthday.LOL.

RUNWAY scheduled at 6:28 PM

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Dimitri (View Management)

RUNWAY scheduled at 4:20 PM

Aurelie Claudel (IMG models)

RUNWAY scheduled at 4:11 PM

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

This year has been a pretty difficult year for me.Had quite a number of frustrating convos today and yesterdays and yesterweeks.Sometimes i wish some of you would understand me.Disappointments hit me several times recently.I seriously think I deserve some form of respect simply as a person from some of you.You dont just waltzed in into my life and be so judgmental about me.I wouldnt wanna be with someone/people who doesnt treat me right.And I dont wish to be a rebound skank.Almost all my life i've always been one and it just suck(s/ed).
But I guess at times it's my fault too.

Sometimes when I spend some time reflecting, I dont think I'm the person I used to be.Sometimes I no longer how to feel, what to feel.I'm just so jaded.

And I apologize if at times I sounded quite harsh to some of you.It's not you, it's me.Sometimes it just came out and I didnt even realise it.I was told sometimes what I say can be "murderous".hah.

I'm not mad.I'm just disappointed.

What do you do when it goes beyond the limit and patience is wearing so thin?



"Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try"

Nelly Furtado-Try

RUNWAY scheduled at 5:51 PM

Sunday, December 17, 2006

I was getting along fine with everything

and then you happened.

RUNWAY scheduled at 4:38 AM

Saturday, December 16, 2006

had the last paper today and please dont talk to me about it.my day sucked too. =) I was so pissed I felt like throwing you into TP's disgusting rubbish bin.Fuck it.

holidays (two damn lame weeks) are here and I shall chat/youtube/watch tv/sleep till I die.
for now I wanna watch Newlyweds and laugh my ass off at Jessica Simpson.

RUNWAY scheduled at 3:36 PM

Friday, December 15, 2006

Term tests officially started today.Damn irritating lah can.The last song I listened to on the bus on my way to school kept playing over and over in my head while I was doing Broadband paper (first paper.) And it doesnt help that the song has NOTHING to do with broadband.Dont even have the word "cable".I swear I wanted to die asking myself to stop playing that stupid song (Lovefool - The Cardigans) in my head.Overall, papers were okay ( I guess?).Trying to study for tomorrow's paper right now but I cant help it but to give myself a fucking break by blogging.

Celebrated Yanyan's birthday today. =) Darn funny lah.Serene and I were frantically searching for the stupid deliveryman.I practically walked up and down all around block 10 while Serene waited at his disgusting blue van.And when I came back, we both saw his frigging handphone number in the front of his van.-_-" Could have called that uncle (who travelled all around school just to find block 10 level 1.I saw him coming from the way to the library. ) Serene called him anyway and we managed to get the cake, which she said "Sure melting already.." when it was actually so hardened and iced, more than 3 people volunteered to cut the cake.hoho and we had to borrow bigger knife from one of the canteen aunties.

okay.I think I blogged enough.Shall get my goddamn ass off the PC and start studying.

RUNWAY scheduled at 2:10 PM

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

it's fine if you wanna ask me about it.dont need to probe and i'll tell you the whole thing alright.
keep probing and i'll kill you.

i will really kill you.





i couldnt accept the stuffs helen tried to pass to me.it's kinda too much and if i keep em i dont think i can handle it.moving on is actually easier said than done.but i guess im doing alright.
thanks to all who've been showing concern.

term tests are here and it fucking sucks okay.and it doesnt help that i really hate studying for broadband.it has too much shits for me to remember and im going nuts.
nip tuck's on soon.i shall get my ass off now and go catch it.bye.

RUNWAY scheduled at 2:23 PM

Saturday, December 09, 2006

ive been keeping myself busy lately to eventually keep my mind off it.
i guess it's helping.


well, a little bit.

RUNWAY scheduled at 4:00 PM

Thursday, December 07, 2006

for a very long moment i was sitting in front of my laptop thinking when suddenly a person signed in on MSN with the nick "Time Will Heal Time Will Tell"


i wonder.

RUNWAY scheduled at 2:11 PM

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

you know, it's easier said than done. it's been really hard on me.
i wish i could forget about everything and move on.

i need more time.


and it just struck me; funny how the people whom I hardly talk to, who I never thought would give a damn shit about me, bother to at least ask if I'm doing okay.

whatever happened to my confidante?shrugs.

RUNWAY scheduled at 2:15 PM

Monday, December 04, 2006

Atesh Salih (GUESS)

RUNWAY scheduled at 2:36 PM

Friday, December 01, 2006

day was greatly spent.thanks "right hand" for the time.i know youve been very busy thus i really appreciate it a hell lot.and your digicams rock my fucking holey socks.=)) all the best for your quiz yeah?
same goes to others, wl, yy n rene specifically.snickers chocolate kinda helped a bit(lol) and really thanks alot for the time.i cant thank you guys enough.

RUNWAY scheduled at 2:50 PM