did i ever mention how fucking cold marina square is?
i think they must be so god damn rich, they can afford high bills for aircon.
it feels like canada whenever i enter the freaking mall.
i should have worn the hundreds of dollars jacket that planet traveller sells. its so darn nice okay.
too bad i dont have a reason to wear it in my country. work's been stressful lah lately.

plus, today is sucha fucked up day.
for the 738383786766th time, there it was.
the same shit happened again.
it was like i paid $10.90 for a scoop of nice sweet looking but worst tasted ice cream.

just when i thought ive met the right one.

why god why.

sometimes i wonder if im a mess magnet.

or is it just me.

this just fucking sucks la.period.

RUNWAY scheduled at 11:53 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007

it was sucha lazy sunday.
but it was good though. its been a long time since i had a good rest sufficient enough to replace all those used energy on stock taking.
today's the day.

and just fyi.im not gona blog as often anymore.hee
im just kinda lazy and i rather keep my thoughts to myself nowadays.
and random thought : is being a great talker a good thing?
i dont wana be labelled as a "sweet talker" cos i personally think that sweet talkers are bunch of assholes.
hahaha =x

i was just talking about girlfriends/boyfriends with my best bud and she totally describe the qualities i look for in my partner.

emotional wreck ones are huge nonos for me.
in case some of you think im a freaking huge flirt, well im not you know.
sometimes i do feel misunderstood.
and i can fucking be committed one if i found the right one.
and if theres one thing you should know about me,
i dislike being tied down.
i like it if gf is stable & independent.


and its darn hard to find someone who can talk to you on the similar level, dont you think so?
you might think you can talk, yes.
but it wont work either if you end up talking to yourself while the other party gets bored and start filing her nails or something.

but i guess you'll know it when that someone comes by.
someone who thinks the same way as you and both of you just cant have enough of each other.
someone who accepts us for who we are.

im a sucker for great conversations.

they turn me on.

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:32 AM

Monday, March 19, 2007

today is just damn fucking funny day.
it's a real private joke so too bad i cant share it here.
heh heh heh.

and i saw this cool black man (black as in nigga) using my legendary phone.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I WAS.
it was like i found my soulamate you know.HAHAHA.
i know its time to change my damn phone.
but im jus fucking stubborn.
till i feel like changing it,i will.
besides, do you know that my phone makes sucha great ice breaker when getting to know new people.
and nope, i dont give a fuck of what people think of the things i own.
and if they are gonna judge me by the things i own,good for them.
provoke me and i'll throw the phone at you.
and after that, it's still in good use.

im getting brokerer and brokerer day by day.
and ive been like a pig ever since i started working.
eating should be a nono for me.
money gone.weight gain.
never mind if i gain weight on my body,arms etc.
but my face is always the main target.
i dont wanna look like a walking "pau".







letting go of you might be working right now.
i dont know if thats something to be cheering for or not.
but to me, it definitely is.

i shall heed ms b's advice to "always keep options open."
for now, that is.
shane's right.
love's a bitch.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:41 PM

Sunday, March 18, 2007

i never knew how much of a careless fucktard i am until i saw this ugly red mark on my right wrist! whenever i wear my watch theres always this tinge of pain i would feel but it never came across my mind to actually check if i got hurt.
and NOW then i know. i forgot what happened that caused that ugly red mark on my right wrist. there goes my beautiful sexy skinny wrist.ha.ha.

was youtubing and i happened to catch Vitamin C's vid.that graduation song.
and i thought of my classmates. 3 years had gone by and in May we will all be screaming "graduation!!".
i would love to write a "graduation speech" and post it on my blog for you all to read but im just so fucking lazy to do so.heh heh.

but rest assured i would definitely remember each and every one of you. i just cant help but wonder what would happen to us 5-10 years from now.
maybe i'll turn into some hot babe with gorgeous hair sashaying along the streets still be the same. and some of you, earning huge huge bucks.shrugs.
whatever it is, i wish you guys all the best. =) shall leave you with my favorite photo of last day of school!

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:21 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

catching up with sarah yap for her lunch break was great indeed. =)
and im still not happy the 7-11 girl yesterday got me the wrong ciggies.hmph.

work's been great..
mary, the manager is so nice.and cute. (:
she allowed us to knock off 2 hours earlier yesterday.
fucking cool.

i cant wait for the pay.
i fucking wanna buy stuffs and bum around and fag and go kbox and get wasted.
ive yet to celebrate.

took a bus home after i got my dvd back from the bro's friend when i saw this girl came up to 2nd level too.
she had this sad/exhausted look on her face.
reminds me of myself.
poor girl.
i hope youre alright.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:41 PM

Patrick Dempsey (Grey's Anatomy)

RUNWAY scheduled at 6:55 PM

i tried to push it away. i swear i really tried.i tried to deny it.and just cant.

what. the. fuck. is. wrong. with. me.

i would seriously do anything not to be looking at you.

its just too bad theres noone to tell to.

i fucking can tell noone.

as much as i know the sticks are bad.

dont lecture me.

those fucking sticks would be my best friends from now on.

chain fagging here i come, whenever i need you.

have a great weekend.

and life.

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:45 AM

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

HEY HEY YOU YOU I PASSED ALL MY EXAMS~
*sings in tune with Avril's "Girlfriend"

this is fucking fantastic.
tonight is damn fucking fantastic.
i dont care if i use 646734048174 fucking in this entry.
but im just DAMN HAPPY !
though my gpa sucks fucking big time.

but who fucking cares!i dont!it fucking rised lah god damn it.
this feels like good sex.
no.
in fact, this is better than good sex.

OH
and i saw two fucking hot transvestites on the bus home.
fucking hot okay.
if i was a guy i wouldnt mind dating him.her.

AAAHH FANTASTIC NIGHT

I FEEL LIKE SITTING DOWN AND HAVE SCOTCH AND SMOKE TILL I DIEEEEEEE


LET ME SHOW YOU ALL SOMETHING I FUCKING LIKE MACHIAM FUCK LA.



Academic Status: COMPLETED COURSE OF STUDY FOR THE DIPLOMA IN INFO-COMMUNICATIONS

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:34 PM

the truth is i'm still waiting.
and it has always been you.





maybe we are not meant to be.

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Day 1 at work was damn hilarious.Tiring, but hilarious.
And it's the first time that i'm working with hanna-su.
Couldnt get any funnier.

And as time passed, my handwriting gets fuglier lah damn it.
(it's a stock taking job.)
Had a gooood laugh over some of the products' description.
Hanna-su said out the codes and description while i write and occasionally there would be description such as "caribee fresh 30+5"
So when she said "30+5" i went to do mental calculation and actually wrote 35 on the damn paper.hurhur.
What else was there for her to do apart from laughing her ass off at me and say "I also know how to count you know."

And we became cock eyed la aft hours at the store!
There was this particular stock that she couldnt find its tag so I helped her find it.
I swear I couldnt see any tag/code when I was looking at it.
But when I said "What about this?Let's ask them tomorrow." , freakishly I suddenly saw the tag right in front of my eyes.
Scared the shit out of me, but in a funny way.

And almighty came to drop by today! (:
It's good catching up with her gossipping about my ___________.

I'm off to work in a couple of minutes.
So everyone else,
have a nice day! (:

RUNWAY scheduled at 8:53 AM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

have you ever loved someone so much that it hurts all the time?
you know you shoulnt love that person but you still want to.

ive always tried my best to let go.
i seriously, honestly, would if i could.

im still waiting for that day when i really really can let it go.
the day i can bravely say
"i give up, both hands down."

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:45 PM

Saturday, March 10, 2007

PHOTO TIME! (:

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Friday, March 09, 2007

people come in and out of our lives.generally.in love, in everything.

so sometimes i wonder why we even let them in when we jolly well know they are gona come and go anyways.

honestly, all the time ive been thinking of you.well, almost all the time.
wondering how youre doing even though i very well know myself that you dont give a damn.

i wish things had turned out better the last time.



Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I cant help it

Just so you know - Jesse McCartney

RUNWAY scheduled at 9:04 AM

"Love's a bitch." - Shane McCutcheon (The L Word)

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:00 AM

Thursday, March 08, 2007

this is the dont know how many day ive been staying home.
ima homie yo mama~
and i had one of the worst nightmares just now.
i dreamt solving a murder case which involved little kids.
and i f. saw dead bodies, blood and scary looking men.

the men were so scary looking, they are scary enough to be Freddy Krueger.
dont know who the f. is Freddy Krueger?
yahoo him and you sure cannot sleep.
scary enough to even scare the shit out of me.
ugh.
i keep thinking about till now.

been bloghopping and sometimes i wanna laugh my ass off at some people.
contradicting.hah.
tell me about it.

and did i mention i seriously cant stand some of your faces especially after what youve said about me?
seriously.
sometimes i feel like punching/boxing/hitting your face so hard that it would come out of your ass or something.
but of course!
you all are the GREATEST of em all.

and me,
im always the wrong one,the bad one.



and i.just.cant.wait.for.tomorrow.

RUNWAY scheduled at 6:11 PM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

and the girl is hot.

indeed, everyone loves a latin girl.

(:

and oh i f. love this song.

i actually have nothing interesting to blog about.

i spent the day watching the L word on youtube just to see

Sarah Shahi.

shes so uber hot i spilled one huge bowl of soup while watching.

oh ya, i caught Horlicks ad again on tv.

dont you think Horlicks sounds like Whorelicks?

"Packed with *'Ho 'Ho 'Ho goodness~!"

random.

*'Ho=Whore??

just in case some of you dont get it.

RUNWAY scheduled at 11:40 PM

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

aaaahh the gooood oldd soongggg.
i fove it. (:

yahoo photos is taking F.O.R.E.V.E.R
its like waiting for a f. tree to f. grow.

spent the day sleeping, like duh, making up for the loss of sleep i had the previous day.
i was walking like a freaking crab and while crossing the road to love's house, i nearly didnt stop walking and wanted to cross the road which was filled with speeding cars.
until the sister screamed at me.LMAO.
i know its not funny.
but its funny when she said this to me,
"please dont die near my house."

so anyshit,
i spent the afternoon just now talking to right hand and she was telling me about this brilliant idea she had : asking me to write a book based on my life story.
i know im kinda too f. young to write one.
but i f. tell you,
i think my life is f. interesting enough to be written into a book.
but one thing worries me.
im just afraid that the person ive loved for a f. nong time would eventually knew.
ya la ya la, call me a f. coward.
i know i am.

so let me think about it, yes?
maybe i'll write it on my secret blogging ground.

RUNWAY scheduled at 11:00 PM

i came online last night after a pathetic half an hr sleep to upload the pics to photobucket.
and it fcking took forever.
so here i am uploading them to yahoo photos.

so peeps once its ready i'll give you guys the link and go grab em from there.

i fcking hate it when people are always late.
once in a while, i wouldnt mind.
but all the time?
and AN HOUR LATE?!
you must be really ridiculous.
it's even MORE ridiculous when you dont bother to sms/call.
bunch of idiots.

turning up late ALL THE TIME is definitely the ultimate turn off for me.

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Monday, March 05, 2007

RUNWAY scheduled at 2:08 AM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

todays just a fucking bad day.
so try to be nice tonight if u happen to talk to me online.
im just not in the best mood yeah.

and let me rant here and share with you why.
so i was rushing home like i was supposed to and WOOHOO.
the door was locked.
so i called my favorite brother but he didnt pick up my call.
so i called the other one, the little mudderfuqker,
and he fucking shouted at me.
"DONT CALL MY HANDPHONE LA.WE JUST GO OUT ONLY.COME UNITED SQUARE LAH!"
KNNBCCB.

so i fucking break opened the damn door like how my favorite brother taught me in his sms.
least theres him who i fucking love so much.
i should have fucking broke the windows as well hor.
so next time when this happens again
i can fucking climb into the house since im only living on the 2nd floor.

just who the fuck does he fucking think he is?
and they fucking knew i was out at the fucking career fair.
you wana go out, fine.
but cant fucking call me?
cant ask me along before i fucking went to the career fair?

and this isnt the fucking first time.
dont even ask me about having keys.
dont ask me why they never gave me keys even when im reaching the god damn 20 years of age.
just dont ask me anything.

sometimes i wouldnt like thinking that they are biased.
cos yeah, they fucking feed and cloth me after all.
but even that little mofo can spend on hundreds of dollars worth of his fucking bursary on a fucking handphone.

and whatever happened to MY fucking bursary back in secondary school?
it went POOF okay.
gone.
i didnt even get to taste a single cent of my damn hardwork.

this is so fucked up.

even if u feel left out in school,
when u get home, theres your family who would be there for you, people you look forward talking to.

i look forward to talking to my walls, seriously.
and i dont even wana look at that little f.ker's face.

i definitely cant wait to earn my own cash and fucking leave this place.

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:26 PM

Friday, March 02, 2007

i just had the best of the best dream!WHEEEE!
thought its just a fucking dream.who cares.
least i DREAMT of it.
and it felt so bloody real lah.

so anyways, exams are over!
time to pray supp ppr wont come to me.

went to MOS with 4 of the classmates.
and damn, its bloody nice lah.
now i cant wait to club with hanna-su.
and dance like theres no tomorrow.
which was what i practically did.

and i look forward to doing many many fun things!
*whistles

RUNWAY scheduled at 11:09 PM

PICTURES!
i darn lazy to blog. so i shall leave you guys w pictures okay. (:

At MOS with some of my classmates :


































With Hanna-su and Jolene :

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