Wednesday, December 20, 2006

This year has been a pretty difficult year for me.Had quite a number of frustrating convos today and yesterdays and yesterweeks.Sometimes i wish some of you would understand me.Disappointments hit me several times recently.I seriously think I deserve some form of respect simply as a person from some of you.You dont just waltzed in into my life and be so judgmental about me.I wouldnt wanna be with someone/people who doesnt treat me right.And I dont wish to be a rebound skank.Almost all my life i've always been one and it just suck(s/ed).
But I guess at times it's my fault too.

Sometimes when I spend some time reflecting, I dont think I'm the person I used to be.Sometimes I no longer how to feel, what to feel.I'm just so jaded.

And I apologize if at times I sounded quite harsh to some of you.It's not you, it's me.Sometimes it just came out and I didnt even realise it.I was told sometimes what I say can be "murderous".hah.

I'm not mad.I'm just disappointed.

What do you do when it goes beyond the limit and patience is wearing so thin?



"Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try"

Nelly Furtado-Try

RUNWAY scheduled at 5:51 PM