Sunday, January 14, 2007
one of the feelings i hate most would be guilt.for the past few months guilt had been my very best friend and i got wasted.well, almost.past stuffs actually taught me alot.
all of us are actually left with a choice.
and that includes me.
Either let the guilt throw me back into the behaviour that got me into trouble in the first place, or learn from the guilt and do my very best to move on.
point number 2, thats what i chose.
choose.
i was having a chat with one of my bros and i was quite surprised that it got pretty deep in the end.and both of us still could go on talking without any discomfort (we hardly talk at home).
we bumped into his friend recently with whom he was quite close during primary school and we started to talk about close friends and people we meet/met along the way.
At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody.
So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's a load of bull usually. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by.
No matter how much we hurt them.
The people who are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping.
And of course, for sure, sometimes close can be too close.
But sometimes, that invasion of personal space,
it can be exactly what you need.
Well, sometimes.
RUNWAY scheduled at 4:01 PM