Sunday, February 25, 2007

3 more days and then i'll be free to do whatever fuck that i want.
no restrictions, no rules.
and fuck you all who tried to set some rules.

i spent some time watching an interview last night and indeed it was very very enlightening.
i feel like sending the links to some of you.
so that after you watched it, you will realise how much you hurt someone's feelings, how much sometimes i just wish you could open your eyes wide and see something and how much you will take back what you have said to me because if you were in my shoes, you would feel the exact same way that i felt.

the final weeks definitely opened my eyes.
and im glad and thankful that i see something i never knew.
suddenly, everything was against me and i realise who are real to me.
who accepts me for who i am.
who loves me for who i am.
and who doesnt judge me at all.
i understand the rest of your beliefs and i hold nothing against them.
everyone has their own belief and if they choose to stand strong in them then i honestly have nothing to say.
as much as i have no rights to change what you believe in,you too have no right to be judgmental and make assumptions abt my belief.

and anyway we dont meet quite often and we wont be, so, i dont care.
i just hope that when youre out there, you will finally realise that the world out there is much worst than the one youve been seeing.

and i dont need you to remind me, to teach me how to lead my life.
even my mum doesnt impose any restrictions on me.
and my dad doesnt question me where did i go, what did i do, every single day of my life.
and they are the people that im uber closed to and i fucking love them.

i really do.

RUNWAY scheduled at 9:52 PM