an uncle passed away earlier last night and i admit, it really came by as a really unpleasant surprise. and i dont know why, im like scared now. time is flying so darn fast and i really wonder if ive been spending enough time with the people around me.
met up with su-hanna recently and i really hope shes feeling better?yes?hahaha chilled at billy bombers to make use of the $15.00 off voucher i've got and WHEE! was given another one when we left.liping was one hell of a funny girl. and shes so nice you know. (:
went back to school on friday to get the graduation gown and also to visit laney and mann, i miss school. i miss sitting in the LTs dazing away, laughing and talking to my classmates instead of paying attention, making grand entrances into the LTs especially during early-in-the-morning lectures and oh oh oh, checking out eyecandies. (: and did i mention how "NICE" the gown looks? yeah its very nice you know.and my 50 dollars was gone for that day. 50 dollars could have gotten me nice shirt(s).and i mean, really nice shirt(s).
was supposed to meet ______ today but phew, she backed out cos she said shes so sick?
ouh welll.
all the more i should spend my sunday resting.
and guys are real pain in the ass. ok. random.
RUNWAY scheduled at 9:28 AM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
IM BACK! (: did anyone miss me?no?
so i started working on the 16th, and myyyy...hahaha ok.i shall shut up.no comments for first day of work. my partner really looks like the south korean shooter of the virginia tech massacre? sometimes it scares the shit out of me.but hes nice.(: and i think hes sponsored by Fila. cos he seems to be wearing Fila like.every single damn day. i forgot whats his name.
and days before that i spent a whole load of time at home.msning. and msning.HAHA and i finally met up with Laney lah? we just couldnt stop talking till we didnt even realise we sat at Gelare for i dont know how long. we just cant stop talking lah.period.HAHA shes like the coolest person ive ever met. (:
and now,im jus still pissed that my ATM is not working?! this is why i used to always carry cash and i nvr had an ATM card.fuck. machines are supposed to make humans' lives easier.
well, i seriously dont think so.
RUNWAY scheduled at 1:05 AM
Saturday, April 14, 2007
So you sailed away Into a grey sky morning Now I'm here to stay Love can be so boring Nothing's quite the same now I just say your name now
But it's not so bad You're only the best I've ever had You don't want me back You're just the best I've ever had So you stole my world Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl Leaves me down and lonely Send it in a letter Make yourself feel better
And it may take some time to Patch me up inside But I can't take it so I Run away and hide And I may find in time that You were always right You're always right
What was it you wanted Could it be I'm haunted But it's not so bad You're only the best I ever had I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever
Best I Ever Had - Vertical Horizon
till then, no updates.
take care people.
RUNWAY scheduled at 1:00 AM
Thursday, April 12, 2007
ah.so much for that bad day huhs. someone told me my mood can have drastic 360 degrees turn. and i couldnt agree more.HAHA.
anywayyyyyyyyyy
bad days aside, i got myself vidal sassoon (i cant spell the darn name) straightener!WHEE. and qahar was so jakon(swakoo in malay) , he gladly helped himself with it and straighten my fugly hair.i think i need to trim lah.its like..growing in a really fugly way. to think he would be so excited over sucha girly stuff.
and oh, he uses it too now.hur.
i think my social life is so boring. laney is right. i so need to get out of my house often. and meet new girls people.
and i feel like eating cheese prata now. ok random. bye.
RUNWAY scheduled at 11:01 PM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
sometimes i really dont mean to be nasty. but i think i seriously have/had to.
cause sometimes its no good being too nice, doesnt pay to be kind.
so if you think ive hurt YOUR feelings. think back. think of MINE.
then maybe, i wasnt/am not nasty after all. you deserve it.
RUNWAY scheduled at 9:31 PM
Credits to Nora Suzanna.
RUNWAY scheduled at 5:26 PM
Sunday, April 08, 2007
good friday was awesome. never in my whole life i got myself so tipsy ever before. but hell, that night was awesome. (:
no doubt that all this while youre the only one in my mind. and heart too. i've never stop falling in love with you. and i doubt i would ever will. its just too bad that some things are better left unknown.
and some people, i just can never understand. barely a month of getting to know each other, never did i ask for a meet up, a date, never did i say "i love you" or even a mere "i like you" and fucking seriously, just where the fuck did the issue of getting too emotionally attached come from? fucking ridiculous, that is all that i can say.
nice to know you anyway.real nice.
RUNWAY scheduled at 6:44 PM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
and all those tedious stock taking days are over. it's really good but kinda weird at times seeing yanyan around.hahaha its been too much of a coincidence , i still cant believe it. (:
life's been pretty much a routine for me. all i can think of right now is money. yes, believe it or not. not girls, not love, just the cash.
and thank god, bit by bit im letting everything go. if ever one day, our paths just do not cross anymore, thanks for the memories.
and a happy birthday to qahar. (:
RUNWAY scheduled at 9:30 PM
Monday, April 02, 2007
had gooooooddd time with old man kabi (hes 27.*chuckles) and im so glad that the happy sticks are here!(: NOW.something to take my mind off so many things. and i definitely learnt alot through our conversations. see, thats one major good thing about mixing with the older people. you learn alot and they make you feel better about yourself. well, at least, i did. little did i know that we would actually meet up for a chat.i didnt foresee this coming when i first met him in the oh-i-wouldnt-wana-remember itcu lab.
and he fucking told me there are some things which are still feminine about me.fuqker. he wouldnt wana tell me what is it.
back to work for the next two days at an earlier time. till then, fag break now and my mom just asked me to go downstairs to buy chickens. grr.
RUNWAY scheduled at 7:09 PM
Sunday, April 01, 2007
all those emotions had been taking a toll on me. its been a bad dream after another. frankly, as much as i dont wanna wallow myself in self destruction, i cant help it. and i really miss you, ________. though i know nothing anyone can do can bring you back.
looking forward to meeting kabi tomorrow.((: my all time favourite guy to talk to. it came as a big surprise to me that we share so many similar views on lotsa stuffs. plus, to top it all up, we both are bunch of emo bastards.HOHO.
RUNWAY scheduled at 9:57 PM
its nearing 3am and im still youtubing watching marc anthony. i know some of you like to make fun of him. but OI. my idol okay. (:
not only that hes one of my hella favorite singers, i look up to him cus hes skinny too! most girls always mention how small size/skinny i am.like its a huge deal. well, as skinny as he can be, he managed to nab a fcking sexy latin girl. i know it sounds stupid, but it could boost my confidence know. yeah i know, dream on. i can hardly see someone near to America Ferrera(Ugly Betty), let alone Jennifer Lopez. but heck, i do not care.
check out this vid with them in it. a darn nice song.ask me if you want the song. mine's the ballad version though.
