More Than You'll Ever Know

Monday, August 13, 2007

Thunder hits.

It never misses a beat.

Its a constant blitz.

It doesn't retreat.

Lightning clashes.

The sky turns an ecstatic blue.

The world crashes.

And I'm stuck thinking of you.

Your stuck in my mind.

Rendering it impossible to think.

My vision goes blind.

And my brain floods with ink.

The smile on your face

That caches me completely breathless

The way you look at me

That leaves me motionless.

The conversations that we have

That keep my heart beating fast

Memories left unspoken

That forever lie in the past.

So take my hand.

Open your heart.

This wasn't planned.

But Ive loved you from the start.

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:19 AM

Saturday, August 11, 2007

HELLO. So after much hiatus, im back again.
To upload photos.
I'm just.fucking.lazy.to.type.

Without a doubt, lots had happened and precisely because LOTS had happened,im jus too fucking lazy to type em out.
Had camwhorin session w Serene today and photos turned out nice and i wana upload em and i wana show em to the whole world.hur.
And Haopin, love the chatting session.I cant believe we sat in Starbucks and ditched the Sentosa outing.HAHAHA

ok bye earthlings. (:

RUNWAY scheduled at 10:38 PM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

I've been watching your world from afar,

I've been trying to be where you are,

And I've been secretly falling apart,

I'll see.

To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,

You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,

You turn every head but you don't see me.

I'll put a spell on you,

You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.

And when I wake you,

I'll be the first thing you see,

And you'll realise that you love me.

Yeah...

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,

Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes,

And I know, the waiting is all you can do,

Sometimes...

I'll put a spell on you,

You'll fall asleep, I'll put a spell on you,

And when I wake you, I'll be the first thing you see,

And you'll realise that you love me.

I'll put a spell on you,

You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you,

And when I wake you, I'll be the first thing you see,

And you'll realise that you love me,

yeah... yeah... yeah... yeah... yeah...

Aqualung - Strange and Beautiful (I'll Put A Spell On You)

RUNWAY scheduled at 7:10 PM

its been quite a hectic week and i decided to go out once in a week only.
went to pay the fine today and quickly rushed hm to sleep back.
im fucking exhausted.

headed to town last night after work to meet up w hannahanna and fuck la,
I MISS TOWNING WITH HER YOU KNOW.

since i mention work, i was moved to level 3 to handle claims.
I OH SO LOVE THAT PARTICULAR ROOM OKAYYYYYY
an eyecandy sat facing me and another one right in front of me.
one has a really sexy voice plus accent (shes from scotland), and she looks a lil bit like lucy liu.
i know zihui, youre jus plain jealous that i got to shake her hand on my first day of work.ho ho.
and the other, is soooo darn sweet and full of compliments.
i think shes uber nice n sweet.

and the thought of having to come to work tomorrow, on a sunday, suddenly dampens my mood now.bahalol.

happy weekends people

RUNWAY scheduled at 4:26 PM

Sunday, June 10, 2007

kiss me beneath the milky twilight.

Lead me out on the moonlit floor.

Lift your open hand.

Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance,

silver moon's sparkling.

So kiss me.

kiss me - sixpence none the richer

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and so, it was like any other Sunday. Homely,dull, you name it. Went for a shopping spree two days back and spent a total of 187 dollars.Leo is sucha fucktard. And apparently a couple spotted me at City Hall, which is, seriously? IS THE MOST FUCKED UP THING THAT CAN EVER HAPPENED! ARGH. I dont like you know, being spotted by anyone, anyone who aint exactly people i know. And there's a story behind it, sooooooooo, that just makes it all the more, yes,

worst.

and so, i received an interesting sms from nadira which said "leo,if i tell you, flirting with disaster is the modern love, what do you make out of it?" and of course, I couldnt answer. Can you?

I mean, flirting with disaster, isnt that equivalent as courting trouble? And I dont know what the fuck is modern love. Dont even ask me what is love. I dare not answer that question.

tomorrow marks the first day of work for me. and im not gona say where. just in case theres any unwanted homo sapien readin this blog. money is like the only thing on my mind, for past ages. girls? dont even mention about them.

speaking of which, i might have quickly get myself out of one big big web ever spun by strangers ive never even met, people i dont even give a tiny fuck for. and look at what theyve got me into.

we are all linked. the "community". and i hate it, detest it. and no matter how good of a front i put, im pretty damn sure im already being blackmarked. lets not mention names, cos they have such fugly names.ha ha.

i was reading a book and it mentioned abt "moving on". which is something, annoyingly, that has been on my mind alllll the while , while i convert oxygen into carbon dioxide.

confession is another thing. and moving on.....

its simple, but its what i ~~left~~ trying to leave behind that makes it so tough.

RUNWAY scheduled at 11:27 PM

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

told you i'll be here forever

im oh so fuckin bored right now and what else is there to do other than .......?
ah yes, msn & blogging.

im currently living my days off like a fresh from O's student, bumming around at home like noone's business, indulging in many many sinful things such as one whole box of Apollo chocolate coated cake.
Leo's gonna turn into one hell of a fatfuck.

i know this entry is like so...not interesting ar?
so i shall i stop here.

RUNWAY scheduled at 9:50 PM

Saturday, June 02, 2007

i wish you knew how to talk nicely and that people actually DO have feelings.
ive always been sucha HUGE disappointment.
ya, like whats new?

im never good enough for you, never good enough for my folks, never good enough for anything
at all.
im jus never good enough.

so perhaps i should start living like a pathetic loser.

fags and booze,anyone?

RUNWAY scheduled at 9:39 PM

Thursday, May 31, 2007

you missed it.

RUNWAY scheduled at 12:10 AM