Saturday, November 05, 2005

Don't you just hate it when some people come and look for you and become
all sweet and sugar-y and nice all of the sudden to get what they want from you
and when they got it,or rather after they got it,they start to disappear
like before without any words and you never hear from them for a long time?
and when you ask for something DAMN SMALL from them.suddenly you hear
excuses coming out from those sweet lips!ARGH!
well i do.i can be a goddamn fucking asshole and be sooooo calculative if you make
me to.i mean...i just dont like it lahz!!one day u start becomin all sweet and nice to me
cos u want smth from me and after u got it..VOOOOSH~!u vanished into thin air.and after
some time u start popping out again outta nowhere and tell me "i want bla bla bla...heehee..
i want this i want that...could u help me?could u get it for me?"and then theres this thing called
"trust".you know..when people tell you something..and they say "i trust you.dont mention this to
anyone...etc etc.."it means...YOU DONT TELL ANYONE ABOUT IT.not even your mom,not your
pet cat,your pet goldfish,another friend..???
sometimes i dont trust people.not even myself.
and i fucking hate being fooled?i mean who likes it?!after i sat down and think and started gathering
my thoughts....i realised how much of a fucking fool ive been all this while.it's just so __________.
you already got what you needed.congratulations.

so isit my fault that im sucha cold bastard now?

RUNWAY scheduled at 1:37 PM